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Currently Playing The Invasion from Within By Tsunami Bomb see related

Today was another boring day of school.
I didnt do any of my homework and I got yelled at a lot.
What else is new.
It was funny though because today this one girl Leeanna wore these huge ass neon pink platform shoes.
They were at least 6 inches tall and it was crazy.
This kid Matt told her she should kick someone in the nuts with those....
So she kicked him.
Everyone laughed and he fell down.
Heh.
Then in lunch I sat with some different people because Amber wanted to sit by my cousin mike.
He took too much vicadin today and was acting hilarious.
He wiped his mouth on Matts shirt.
I was cracking up so bad.
Then this girl Kortnei(yea thats how she spells it, but with a backwark K) stole a sandwich.
I found that funny.
I mean who steals sandwhiches?
Shes hot though.
And yesterday her pants were so low, and someone pulled them off.
It was awesome.
HAHA.
People at my school make me laugh.
I got a new pack of cigarettes today so that made me happy.
I had been bumming them of my friend and she was getting mad.
Okay and get this.
The girl emily, who is the friend who completly ditched me and all her other friends for these new kids she hangs out with, has decided she wants to hang out with us again.
I personally do not want to be her friend again.
Iif she thinks she can just drop everyone for new kids shes sadly mistaken.
My sister wants to take her back though.
And I wish she wouldnt.
I dont know what to do.
Because if Kelsey becomes her friend again that means I'll have to see her everyday again.
Because emily used to come home with us everyday.
So I'll be forced to hang out with her no matter what.
My friend told me that the two new girls shes been hanging out with dont even like her.
They talk shit about her all the time behind her back.
I feel kinda bad for her, but she deserves it.
She doesnt know they do that though.
They are only hanging out with her to use her for her weed.
Stupid kids.
Anyway.
I got the new A change of Pace, and A Thorn For Everyheart cd.
Yay.
And today while I was in the car with my mom I saw that there is a skate park a few miles from my house.
I wish I could skateboard.
Maybe that will be my new hobby.
Hmm.
Well it's pizza time.
Bye bye lovelys<3333

::randomlyrics::

Who'll be there when I need someone?
Count on nobody and no one will let you down
I don't care, Just let me go
I don't need this anymore

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Currently Playing Hellogoodbye By Hellogoodbye see related

Today was really boring.
It was warm though so Ill forgive it.
I fell asleep three times in school.
But only got caught once.
Go me.
It was in health and the teacher is about 5 feet tall.
He makes me laugh.
Anyway then I walked home and this really annoying slut felt the need to walk home with us (me my sis and a bunch of guys)
I wanted to shoot her.
The way she talks is like the snotty rich girls on MTV.
I was cigaretteless though, I could have cried.
I almost got hit by a car though, and thats always fun.
It decided that it WOULDNT stop for me.
Maybe I shouldnt walk in the middle of the road though?
I got sent in the hall today for talking too much, so I listened to my ipod.
How that is punishment is beyond me.
lala.
Report cards are comming.
Im not doing well.
I stopped doing my homework so I have C's.
I suck at life.
And no one loves me.
Oh and get this.
I had finally gotten over amber okay?
Because I knew I could never have her.
But today, she comes to school with dyed black hair.
I am a sucker for dyed black hair.
She looks so hott.
I want her.
Look at her!

::sigh::
I heart her.

Currently Watching White Oleander (Widescreen) see related

Heylo erreybody.
woo.
So yesterday was just regular school.
Boring as shit like always.
I got to smoke though.
Im like becoming a smoker.
Like its an everyday thing now.
Its bad.
But oh well.
I went to blockbuster and bought Mean Girls, Garden State, and White Oleander.
That is the best book ever.
The movies not quite as good.
If you like to read, I suggest you read it.
Its by Janet Finch.
Today my friend jess came home with me and my sis after school.
Since it was so nice out we walked to the store and I didnt wear shoes.
I smoked like 3 cigarettes and bought a cookie.
On the way there youll never guess what happened.
We got ANOTHER water balloon thrown at us.
Different guys, in a convertible.
They hit us this time and me and jess got alll wet.
I was so pissed.
I yelled MOTHER FUCKERS really loud and the old lady on her porch looked at me real funny.
heh.
Tonight I have guitar lessons.
I dont like my teacher at all, so Im gonna quit and have jess teach me instead cuz shes awesome at guitar.
I really wish I had a girlfriend or even a boyfriend.
I want someone to love me and hold me and be there.
Ugh.
Yes well thats all for now.